kenzie #2

yeah so my life is pretty much totally different.

last night, friday july 11, 2008 at about 10:00 pm

i found out that mckenzie elise larsen. my best freaking friend for eternity. is moving...

she gets home from idaho like july 31.. and then she moves august 6..

so we have like noooo time to hang out.

we've gotta do some amazingly fun things..

we'll probably pull an all nighter and talk about anything and everything and just catch up on the lil stuff we dont tell eachother. and we'll maybe do a lil photoshoot or two. those are always fun.

i need to ask kenzie where she got her beautiful cowgirl hat cause i want one just like it (:

well because kenzie is moving... i get her job.. so i'll get money.. to buy shoes..

but it wont be the same.. ):

she wont be there with me.. aaaaw freaking dangitttt.

im going to buy her lipgloss for her going away present cause she uses that stuff a lot (she doesnt kiss boys if thats what you think)

the other night or something i told kenzie a really good poem i made all by myself.

wanna hear it? course you do!

roses are red,

violets are blue,

i miss you a lot

and i love you too.

true story right there.

oh yeah so when i found out she was moving..

i cried.

and i cried some more.

and just a litot more.

now i dont even get to go to stake dances with her.. or spend the entire day getting ready together..

and i dont get to go eat chinese food at the mall with her.. or take those silly picher things there..

or go in the changing rooms and hear change coming out of my bra and laughing really hard.

or leaving our smoothies on top of the bubble gum machines.

or being followed by employees at dillards. or being whistled at by some old guys.

or goign to boulevard and watching a movie.

or just sleeping over together and looking like crap in the morning but we still love eachother anyways.

or arguing over who looks the worst without makeup.

or wasting a whole lot of shaving cream.

or swimming in tankinis and going off the diving board.

or just giggling together.

or walking down the street to jump on the davies trampoline and then coming right back home.

or making our dream houses and families on a video game.

or eating watermelon together until it makes us sick.

or creating creations together for no apparent reason.

or when we say "i love youuuuuuuuuuuu" in that voice

or when we cuddle during chick flicks

or when we give eachother loving hugs

or when we take pichers of eachother

or when we call eachother for random reasons and then not even talk for most of the time

or when we sometimes hold hands even though people look at us funny

or when we trade secrets and personalities and tastes in clothes

or when we just sit and think of all our good times.

haha when me and kenzie first started to hang out i took her up to pine valley and i remember her saying the first night we had ever slept over together at my grandmas cabin, " i want to see you when you first wake up and your tired" 

haha now she probably doesn't cause she knows what that looks like (:

and she knows how much my straightener hates her every time she comes over and so i end up having to do her hair.

and she knows how much of an unpredictable person i am with a freaking impossible stubborn attitude.

and she just knows me. and she loves me for it. and i just know her and ofcouse i love her for it. nothing will change that.

so even though im rediculously sad that kenzie is moving, ive just got to deal with it and mine or her life isn't ending and we will see eachother still and talk. i'll just have to hang out with other people, but no matter what happens, no one. and i mean NO ONE could ever replace kenzie's place in my heart. shes my bfffe. she's not moving at all. if she did, it wouldnt truely be eternity. 

well kenzie, when you read this, know that i love you with my whole heart ( even if it seems like i dont have a heart sometimes )

and thanks for putting up with my crap cause i dont know how you do it.

your amazing in every way and i'll always cherish and love our memories together no matter what happens. thanks for always being there for me and giving me your honest fotbottish opinion. you've made me a better person and i owe you the world for that, and i owe you a couple outfits and lipgloss (: and thanks for the job by the way, i'll be able to get you those outfits and lipgloss. and maybe when your living up there without me, you'll find that lovely yellow shirt i got you that one time on purposely an accident. and remember that no matter who else i call babe, you'll always be my favorite one (:

me and kenzie when we were young. we know how gross we look, but hey, memories are awesome and we loved eachother then and we still do now so who cares how hideous we look?

kenzie, i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu♥ forever and eternity babe.