Friday, October 17, 2008

falling away by amber pacific

my title for this blog isn't anything special. it just happens to be the current song i got to listen to.
and already its a different song.
so yeah.
well... because im so good at doing blogs, this hasn't been updated in ages.
so lots have happened since my last post. heck. i dont even remember what i wrote in the last one /:
something pretty exciting though. is that today me and lindsay ate a grilled cheese sandwich. and that happens to be the name of the last post i did.
i'll just say random stuff to fill ya in i guess.
im still in color guard. i find it amusing and fun so its chill. its every mornin and it gets pretty freakin cold. so i borrowed brian angell's swim team jacket. and those jackets, are warm.
we get hot chocolate in color guard so i found out that carmel flavored is my favorite.
me and rory are pretty much way tight again.
i went to his house randomly like last week.. and ever since then we've just chilled and stuff..
but his brothers were OVERJOYED to see me. holy cow. then they were both like, "are you coming back?" it was cute. they said it like they were really worried haha. davis and kobe are characters.. like i asked kobe for some of his halloween candy. and he shared. chyeah. amazing. i mean.. he's like.. i dunno how old but he's a guy and he shared his candy with me.
haha and he 'secretly' wants to go out with me. haha. 
rory has a goat named bambi. i fed her some leaves. ti was freaky but it was fun. except i wanted her name to be tina so im going to call her that anyways.
but me and rory went on a walk and just like chilled and talked. it was fun. i wanna do it again sometime soon but i've been so freaking busy.
here's why.
so on november tenth through the thirteenth were basketball tryouts.. yeah.
i tried out.
and i pretty much made it.
so basketball takes most of my time now.
but when i do have time i try to relax mostly.
like im behind on my sleep by quite a couple of hours.. haha.. i always feel sick cause of it.
and its so freakin hard to get out of  bed in the morning cause its so comfortable.
but i do it. /:
im gettin to pretty sick shoes for basketball though. nike hyperdunks.
if nich reads this. notice i said NIKE. not jordans. okay? jordan didn't have any cute ones i liked. so yeah. :P
my top songs changed. wanna hear em?
probably not but you don thave a choice. and if you really dont wanna know them then just stop reading or skip this part. jeez.
when i'm with you by faber drive
hero heroine by boys like girls
heels over head by boys like girls
beautiful love by the afters
stolen by dashboard confession
getting into you by relient k
the face of love by sanctus real
closer to you by young love
everything about you by sanctus real
empty by the click five
stuck on you by paramore
wake up call by relient k
you're not alone by saosin
song in my head by sherwood
replaceable by the killers
things like you by sanctus real
i'm not alright by sanctus real
energy by keri hilson
right now by akon
cross my heart by the rocket summer
not meant to be by theory of a deadman
cry by rihanna
and ofcourse
out of my league by stephen speaks.
out of my league is my favorite song everr so duh its in that list. i love being able to play it on the piano.
its awesome.
piano's been goign good actually.
i can play pretty hard stuff. well it looks and sounds hard but its easy. but yeah.
i love playing piano and im so glad my parents wouldn't let me quit cause now i just love it and i wish i had more time to practice it but freakin basketball takes most of my time.
like this week its freaking HECTIC.
aaaaah!
eeh.
today in physical education i was freakin pissed. like wayyyyyy. to the max.
on the plus side, i was reallly really good at volleyball. 
i put all of my anger on the ball.
im going to try it at basketball and see what happens. it might be interesting though haha.
i'll see.
dont ask me why im mad cause im a chick. do you really think i've got a simple easy answer?
haha. but i dunno.
lately i've felt so weird.
i get freezinger than usual. and way hotter than usual. and i dont know what the heck is goin on. i dont care about some things i didn't before.. its hard to explain. i feel sooo different all of a sudden. i hope for the better.. cause right now i cant tell.
kenzies favorite book is the thesaurus.
oh. i went up to her house and i went to her school for the beginning of it so kenzie could take a quiz.
and yeah. i met some of her friends and it was freakin fun.
i loved it.
i did a new photoshoot up there too. it was pretty cold but it was way fun.
oh jeez. i love kenzie. like..
yeah.
thats all i gotta say okay?
i love music. too.
cause its amazing and yeah.
im not in an explaining mood.
i think im going to like print off my stories that i've written and then keep writing them cause i need to start doing that.. haha.
uum.
my first basketball game is on tuesday in carbon.
im going up monday night and yeah.
its exciting.
this year i've gained like ten pounds in muscle.. weird huh?
thats what i though too..
me and my mom are pretty freakin tight.
dude. since im so busy this week i dunno if i can go get my permit /:
it SUCKS.
so im goign to try to go next weekend.
cause i really really really want to have my permit. so i can drive my mom to places instead of her always drivin me everywhere haha.
oh.
my birthday is tomorrow.
bleh.
whatever.
im more excited for friday.
cause i get my braces off.
so its freaking exciting.
so yeah.
jeez. i cant wait for basketball practice. i really need to just get rid of all my energy cause i have wayyy too much of it right now.
i still love makign skins.
i wish i had mor etime to do them.
and i love working too. so i can buy my own things and not totally rely on my parents for everything.
which reminds me i need ta get paid.
and i've gotta get ready for basketball so i shall go.
maybe i'll do anothe rpost later cause i didn't say everythin.
but whatever. i dont think it matters.
my life is just going by.
fast enough.
but sometimes i wish it would fast forward..