rasist bread

hello.

today im like lazy its really fun (: ive been organizing stuff though, thats always good. omg! since im in an organizing mood imma try to do a personal progress thing! (i decided to do a project where i organize things, easy enough) but dont worry i got harder stuff imma do too.

so far ive organized my skin ideas into a binder. and i organized a notebook too.

and i hafta organize the floor by my desk (mom's request) and i wanna do my desk.

omg!

yesterday i counted my money. it was depressing.. haha not really.

i have $47.78 and im puting five bucks into my bank account cause i got a check with five bucks on it.. i dont remember why its from last year.. and i gotta pay my tithing.. so thats like five bucks.

but hey, i have $205.36 in my savings account. (: i haven't really done anything to get money lately.. oh well. but now i want a job.

i dont have my social security number memorized.

okay.

i have a new inside joke (:

i was in the kitchen the other day and i wanted some bread. and we only had wheat bread, so i thought (for some reason) "is my mom rasist against white bread?" or something on the line of that. then i was writing it on the shopping list and i accidently wrote rasist bread. hehe so now white bread is rasist bread, okay.

last week on wednesday me and kaitywaity (kaitlyn) hung out.

i gave her a makeover! it was soooooo fun (: and mandarin chicken is good.

those are never ever before seen by like anyone (besides a couple of people) but still they are funny. hehe. me and kaitywaity were in midair on a swing. (:

this is my absolutely favorite picture from our fun day (: kaitywaity is just glowing.

we had just a bundle of fun. it was "very great"

haha okay another inside joke. hehe

i was talking to this kid and i was like how are you? and he said "very great"

and then i said "well thats very great"

haha! (: i dont know why i think thats so funny but it cracked me up.. just ask kevin.

oh yeah well anyways i love hangin out with kaitlyn its wayyyyyyy "very great" fun. hehe

wanna see the gorgeous beautiful babe that i get to call my best freaking friend for eternity (aka kenzie but if your not a dough head then you already knew that)

sooo pretty (: im proud to say that shes my bfffe. and not yours. hehe. shes so fun to hang out with and we've been through a lot, even if some of the stuff has sucked. but we're like tight.

mine and her anniversary is on my birthday! crazy i know! we met on november 19, 2006 (:

we were just meant to be best friends// i can tell. in one of her journals, it said she felt like she needed a very very good best friend to help her through her life, and then she met me and she didn't hafta write about that anymore. we just kinda complete eachother in a way. its amazing how close we are, i mean, if she was a guy, i'd wanna marry her.. i mean him. haha

im so weird. its really funny but im retarded too. haha im just weird and retarded by saying im weird and retarded and now your probably like why would jocelyn think that? and im just going to say because i can and because its true. im unique... just like everyone else. (:

i dont think i like my voice but i dont know how to change it so im stuck with this one for now. maybe it'll be different when im older.

okay as you should know i love making skins on bebo. very very fun. (:

i used to really really suck at it.. me and kenzie a long time ago when we were still best friends, but we were suckie at skin making, we made a skin.. imma put a picture of it on here..

this is the very very very old skin. it says you were the river that washed my  heart away. only to have it dumped to its death.

then a while ago me and kenzie decided to make a very beautiful skin with the same quote. look how much improvement we made (:

it says the same thing. just so much better looking (:

today i ate cheerios for breakfast cause im trying to lower my cholesterol. haha just kidding. but i did have cheerios.

well.. this is it.

walmart (:

me and kenzie went to walmart!!!! ut ooh (:

wow my jaw just popped a lot.

oh and before we went to walmart-- we went to a movie called college roadtrip.

yeah my favorite parts of it::

when raven is in the car with her dad and shes on the phone and she says " i KNOW! "

it was silly.

then the other favorite part was when they go skydiving (:

imma do that one day. 

okay so walmart.

yeah.. we got bored a little.

haha right now kenzies like extremely happy. im in not the best mood. oh well. i'll get over it.

me and kenzie had a sleepover the night after we went to walmart too (:

we were dang tired when we went to church-- due to lack of sleep. haha.

im really not in the mood to make a new post but what the heck, i might as well, ive already got this much.

kenzies related to napoleon dynamite. seriously..

yeah well imma have to go soon cause kenzies using two different computers.

its different..

oh well

well.. two of my favorite stores are charlotte russe and alloy.

they have very pretty clothes.

i dont like big brand names that much cause people can be like.. ooh your too good or whatever.. or they'll think i think more of what clothes i have.

if that doesnt make sense-- it makes sense to me.

well i think i hafta go now cause of kenzie.

so imma be done now. (:

imma call this blog post "red t-shirt"

oh my goodnessss (:

im like WAYYYYYYYYYYYY happy!

thats always good, right?

well, if you didn't notice, i put a bunch of songs on here!

listen to themmmmm.

dude right now i wanna call kenzie but its too late for kenzies house phone and i dont know if kenzie'll even be awake. so imma just forget about it but ill talk to her tomorrow.

so... so far i have practiced the piano 10 days in a rowwww. 50 more days (:

in my personal progress:// if you dont know what that is its a book of stuff i gotta do for my church.// yeah well in there i only have five lil value experiences to do.. and im workin on all of 'em. (:

then i gotta load butt on four value projects:// they hafta be 10 hours long.

imma get done in time im hopin.

lately ive been into finding quotes that are in songs.. its pretty fun. ive found some good ones. ill give you some examplessss (:

•from the song vulnerable by secondhand serenade://

i can be anyone, anything, i promise i can be what you need.

•from the song your call by secondhand serenade://

i know everything you wanted isn't anything you have.

•from the song feels like tonight by chris daughtry://

i was waiting for the day you'd come around, i was chasing, but nothing was all i found.

•from the song diary of jane by breaking benjamin://

theres a fine line between love and hate and i dont mind. just let me say that i like that.

•from the song better than me by hinder://

i told myself i wont miss you, but i remember what it feels like beside you.

they're cute, huh?

well what else can i put in here.

ooh i have a great idea! imma get some stuff out of my baby book and put it in here. (:

did you know i was born with very very very dark brown hair? then by the time i was two and a half it was super long and blonde.. i wonder where it went.

ooh when i was a baby i got super sick too.. i had rsv.. its like ammonia or somethin. but like wayyyy worse. i had to sleep in a tent full of air to get enough of it.

the first thing my mom said when i was born was, "oh she is a girl."

haha she knew i was a girl but idk.. hehe

wow. i have a funny nickname when i was little.... pretty girl. (:

guess what my first words were? mama, daddy, tickle tickle tickle hehe. no wonder im so ticklish.

haha my favorite foods were pickles and pretzels. and i didn't like peanut butter back then either! ooh i liked cheese and cranberry sauce too. haha all of that is the same.

haha. ive been playing piano since june 2000.. 8 years..... wow.

i like music its like fun to sing along to. and its fun to bug your mom by playing the same song over and over and over and over and over and over again (:

haha funny huh mom?

oh and notice my wonderful blog post name----"red t-shirt"

hehe (:

hahah i just had a funny thought.

if you like procrastinate to tell someone something and then when you finally do tell them, they'd be like, "why didn't you just tell me?!?" then you should say, "this IS my way of telling you (:"

a day or so ago i wrote more to one of my stories.. it was the one where someone turned on her kitchen light and shes waitin for the ambulence and police to get to her house.

if you haven't read my storyy, you totally should.. i need your opinion to know if im a suckie writer or not (: http:jocelyns-storiesss.blogspot.com

ooh! i hope you noticed i changed my background and all the colors and the top pretty thing that says jocelyns blog♥

yeah that top thing, i made it myself (:

i just sneezed twice in a row.. i do that a lot.. always two times. wierd.

this is supposed to move.. like the picture with the dino and person is a moving picture but for some reason it didn't work on here.. oh wellllll

i made that a long time ago for a skin.. but it was too big to put onto bebo.. oh welllll.

i dont like junk mail. its all a bunch of junk. isn't that ironic? not really.. didn't think so.

well... imma be done with this "red t-shirt" post (:

post number whatever.. imma call this one orange juice.

hello.

me and kenzie are having a sleepover (:

yayyyyyyyy

we were kinda bored so we made a new blog.

http://sensicaladvice.blogspot.com

i made the pretty top thing.

im not gunna write like anything cause me and kenzie are gunna go do somethin extrordinary (:

ooh!!

go to one of these!!

http://kreativephotography.blogspot.com

http://the-bowtique.blogspot.com

http://kenziesbloggg.blogspot.com

http://jocelyns-storiesss.blogspot.com

http://sensicaladvice.blogspot.com

go to my storiesss one!! i put more on there of my  second story.. ive been lazy and i haven't even written more on the other one... (:

ooh me and kenzie ahve the same wedding colors. cool huh?

am i on four or five? prolaly five.

well i haven't blogged a lottt.

so this'll be fun (: not really.

well on monday i went to piano-- i did good cause ive been practicing everyday.....

i can almost go pro.. hahah not really.

then i think me and gabe and rory hung out for a while.. but then they had to go so i did something.. i dont remember. then they came back later and we played cards outside with my mom.

it was fun. (:

the card game we played has many many names...

i can only remember two at the moment. shat or a bad word... hello. how are you today?

thats the word.

but i guess we called it i win when we played.. cause when you win your supposed to say shat or hello.. but we said i win.. so we should call it i win.

on tuesday i went to the orthodontist-- mister my neighbor brother simister said i could get my braces off early (: woooo.

then after me and rory and gabe hung out like ALL DAY.. till like 11.

we did a lot. we played cards again and talked and played hide and seek kinda.. and then we went for a walk.. but i made them stop a lot cause i kept gettin tired (:

then today wednesday i went to the foot doctor-- brother/doctor/bishop/neighbor/mister burton. he said my foot was doing good and i need to wiggle my toes more. so ive kinda been workin on it.  

then after that, me and mom went and got smoothies!!! i got one called love potion. it tastes fabulous but that was a mistake. they shouldve named it something different-- mom teased me like for everrr about it.. and shes like i dont think it worked.. well it is only a smoothie (:

haha im INTAJUICE smoothies. (: get it?

then we picked up ali and we came home.. and i was home for idk.. some while and then tanner and cabel and rory and sam and gabe came over and we all just hung out for a while.. it was a lil boring. oh well.

i like having dreams, its like your watchin movies while you sleep.

kenzie is gunna sleep over tomorrow (: yayyyyy. ive missed her crazily.

hm... what else to write...

my mom made my absolute favoritest desert ever! its strawberry desert.. yummmmmm

well its not yum if you dont like strawberries but its yummm to me (:

those are my favorite flowers. (:

well imma be done writin now.

post number fourrrrr (:

hi this is me.

if you dont know me, i dont get why your lookin at my blog. i dont look at yours if i dont know you, so.. yeah.

today was sunday.

i had to wake up without sleepin in.. thats something that i really did not enjoy during the school year. not fun at all. its tiring.

i got ready-- something i do everyday.. well sometimes i dont but i usually do. sometimes i dont even want to but hey, you gotta do whats gotta get done. ive never heard of that quote before.. have you? maybe i invented one (:

after i got ready, i went to church. something i do every sunday usually.

sacrament meeting was good// it was fast and testimony meeting.

i fasted till i got home.

but in sacrament,, the spirit was present. i could feel it.

kenzie wasn't there for some reason so imma talk to her about that. im guessing she was with father larsen. (thats kenzie's dad's nickname.. or its chuck.. either one works)

in sunday school, we learned the story of alma the younger, how his parents strongly believed in the gospel but he didnt. he mocked the gospel and him and his friends put people astray. then one day he was with his buddies and an angel knocked em to the ground and he said why are you doin this alma? and just stuff.. then he was asleep for three days. when he woke up he was richeous and he said he would dedicate the rest of his life to say sorry to the people he deceived and to spread the gospel. the point of the story is that even if your a member of the church, you've gotta get your own testimony of the gospel, you can't live off of somebody elses, like your parents for example. and in the story, alma and his crew got their own testimonies in the end. i paid attention (:

then in young womens, we talked about missionarys. like what to write to them about and what not.. they dont want a dear john letter. if they got one of those, that'd be sad ):

then we learned about what the missionarys do.. well thats obvious, they spread the gospel.

did you know theres over 30,000 missionarys around world wide? well i think thats the number.

we watched a movie about it. it was good.

oh and i got some buggle gum and i ate all of it! it was a big wad.

and i was blowing bubbles and when they would get big and kaitlyn was sitting next to me and when the bubbles would get big, kaitlyn would flinch and make a funny face! it was halarious!! hehe then i would laugh and then i would exhail air from laughing and it would make the bubble big. it was soooooo funny (: and sometimes i got bubble gum all over my face.. kaitywaity told me where it was so i got it off. it was silly.

after that, i went home.. ate some food.. did some stuff.. watched a movie.. did some more stuff.

well thats pretty much my day.

did you know that when i type, i only use my right thumb on the spacebar? its weird.

well. im about to go to bed but not quite just yet. wanna know the funniest kind of animal ever?

party animal! (: kenzies friend said that and i loved it.

ooooh! you should go to my other blogggg.

http://jocelyns-storiesss.blogspot.com

it has stories that ive wrote.. i want your opinion on them. tell me what i should fix to make em better (: please and thanks buddie.

if i could clone myself and make me male and handsome, i'd marry myself. (:

i was going to say something else but i forgot what it was so oh well.

oh if i pretend to be random, it doesn't really work out.

its like, im not being random.

if i was being random, i'd be saying that im going to do my hair straight tomorrow maybe. or maybe i would say that i like red sunflowers and roses. they're pretty and my favorite. or maybe i'd say i love perfume. 

but because im pretending to not be random, im not saying any of that.

well. nighty night. i hope you sleep like a rock (;