ive been tagged. thanks to nicole (:

What I was doing 10 Years ago:
hmm.. lemme ask my momma.

i'd be playing with the ropers or mandi or the venutos (:

What are 3 habits of mine?
1. staying up late
2. bitin my nails.
3. looking in the fridge every time im bored to see if anything new pops up

3 Things you might not know about me:
1. i have a pair of dc shoes that i've only worn once ever.
2. apparently i flirt a lot but most of the time i dont ever realize it.
3. i love eating cranberry sauce just plain out of the can

6 TV Shows/Movies that I Love:
1. what not to wear// i wanna put someone on it one day
2. next. its so weird but its like interesting
3. music and lyrics// its just soo cute
4. rugrats. when i was little i was so obsessed with this show i had nightmares about it
5. sleeping beauty// she is my favorite princess. and i like cinderella and the swan princess too though.
6. the x effect.. its so corny its funny.

4 Books that I Love:
1. twilight series
2. the face on the milk carton
3. the truth about forever (fantastic book)
4. uglies series

5 of my Favorite Foods:
1. cereal
2. french toast
3. margaritas (hey, they come with a strawberry and i eat them more than i eat my food at olive garden...)
4. cantelope
5. ramen


5 Best Friends:
1. mckenzie elise larsen
2. kaitlyn clove
3. kyle cabell
4. rory welker/brown

5. sean michael wood


7 favorite songs/bands/artists:
1. out of my league by stephen speaks
2. invisible by taylor swift
3. amazed by lonestar
4. taylor swift
5. brad paisley
6. tim mcgraw
7. plain white t's

those are in an order.. i can never order out music. theres so many freaking good stuff.

Your Favorite Place To be:
in a nice warm bed sleeping (:

mmkay. i was tagged. now imma tag people

and you gotta do it if you read thissss.

mmkay.

tagged people:

• kaitywaity

• kenzie

• sean

kenzie #2

yeah so my life is pretty much totally different.

last night, friday july 11, 2008 at about 10:00 pm

i found out that mckenzie elise larsen. my best freaking friend for eternity. is moving...

she gets home from idaho like july 31.. and then she moves august 6..

so we have like noooo time to hang out.

we've gotta do some amazingly fun things..

we'll probably pull an all nighter and talk about anything and everything and just catch up on the lil stuff we dont tell eachother. and we'll maybe do a lil photoshoot or two. those are always fun.

i need to ask kenzie where she got her beautiful cowgirl hat cause i want one just like it (:

well because kenzie is moving... i get her job.. so i'll get money.. to buy shoes..

but it wont be the same.. ):

she wont be there with me.. aaaaw freaking dangitttt.

im going to buy her lipgloss for her going away present cause she uses that stuff a lot (she doesnt kiss boys if thats what you think)

the other night or something i told kenzie a really good poem i made all by myself.

wanna hear it? course you do!

roses are red,

violets are blue,

i miss you a lot

and i love you too.

true story right there.

oh yeah so when i found out she was moving..

i cried.

and i cried some more.

and just a litot more.

now i dont even get to go to stake dances with her.. or spend the entire day getting ready together..

and i dont get to go eat chinese food at the mall with her.. or take those silly picher things there..

or go in the changing rooms and hear change coming out of my bra and laughing really hard.

or leaving our smoothies on top of the bubble gum machines.

or being followed by employees at dillards. or being whistled at by some old guys.

or goign to boulevard and watching a movie.

or just sleeping over together and looking like crap in the morning but we still love eachother anyways.

or arguing over who looks the worst without makeup.

or wasting a whole lot of shaving cream.

or swimming in tankinis and going off the diving board.

or just giggling together.

or walking down the street to jump on the davies trampoline and then coming right back home.

or making our dream houses and families on a video game.

or eating watermelon together until it makes us sick.

or creating creations together for no apparent reason.

or when we say "i love youuuuuuuuuuuu" in that voice

or when we cuddle during chick flicks

or when we give eachother loving hugs

or when we take pichers of eachother

or when we call eachother for random reasons and then not even talk for most of the time

or when we sometimes hold hands even though people look at us funny

or when we trade secrets and personalities and tastes in clothes

or when we just sit and think of all our good times.

haha when me and kenzie first started to hang out i took her up to pine valley and i remember her saying the first night we had ever slept over together at my grandmas cabin, " i want to see you when you first wake up and your tired" 

haha now she probably doesn't cause she knows what that looks like (:

and she knows how much my straightener hates her every time she comes over and so i end up having to do her hair.

and she knows how much of an unpredictable person i am with a freaking impossible stubborn attitude.

and she just knows me. and she loves me for it. and i just know her and ofcouse i love her for it. nothing will change that.

so even though im rediculously sad that kenzie is moving, ive just got to deal with it and mine or her life isn't ending and we will see eachother still and talk. i'll just have to hang out with other people, but no matter what happens, no one. and i mean NO ONE could ever replace kenzie's place in my heart. shes my bfffe. she's not moving at all. if she did, it wouldnt truely be eternity. 

well kenzie, when you read this, know that i love you with my whole heart ( even if it seems like i dont have a heart sometimes )

and thanks for putting up with my crap cause i dont know how you do it.

your amazing in every way and i'll always cherish and love our memories together no matter what happens. thanks for always being there for me and giving me your honest fotbottish opinion. you've made me a better person and i owe you the world for that, and i owe you a couple outfits and lipgloss (: and thanks for the job by the way, i'll be able to get you those outfits and lipgloss. and maybe when your living up there without me, you'll find that lovely yellow shirt i got you that one time on purposely an accident. and remember that no matter who else i call babe, you'll always be my favorite one (:

me and kenzie when we were young. we know how gross we look, but hey, memories are awesome and we loved eachother then and we still do now so who cares how hideous we look?

kenzie, i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu♥ forever and eternity babe.

kenzie

alright!

im starting to not like to blog a lot, i like feel like i never have the time to write everything i've done and then i always forget everything so you just get nuthing of what ive done lately.

but you'll get over it. it doesn't matter its just me.

well. next week im going to girls camp. thats going to be a blast (:

and if i wanna leave, i just gotta call my mom and i get to so yeah. and i dont have to hike because of my foot.

well i dont want to tell you stuff anymore.

i wanna talk about my favorite thing ever!

mCkEnZiE eLiSe LaRsEn ♥

well that was fun.

as you should know// kenzie is my bfffe. ( thats best/bestest freaking friend for eternity )

yeah we made that up together.

yeah, i'd pretty much do anything for her, even though if she asked me to do something and i really didn't want to i probably wouldn't do it (:

but if its like wayy super important i'll do it. and shes good at nagging/arguing too (kenzie when you read this, "i love youuu")

me and kenzie have some good times, lots and lots. we absolutely love to swim together, with just us in tankinis. its way fun to go off of the diving board heheh. dont ask why though. its a little personal.

lets see, me and kenzie are very good arguers together, we make up argues all the time, ask kaitlyn, she was a witness that recorded it one time. sometimes we even take them personal.

when i first met kenzie, both of us weren't that pretty. but somehow we like prettied eachother and we like made our personalities like totally awesome. and we even now have like the same taste in clothing too. sweet (:

omg kenzie has thee cutest feet ive ever seen. she should model shoes. but i look better in pointy toes.. well probably not now with two big slices on my left foot (:

well right at the moment kenzie is gone up north, in idaho at her grandparents house.. i haven't seen her since... june 29 at around 11:30 i think ):

 i miss her sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

terribly much.

our anniversary is on my birthday (:

i met her on november 19, 2006 at church.

im sooo glad i met her. omg. she's changed my life drastically.

just knowing that my birthday this year will be the full second year i've known her (:

and when i turn sixteen, it will be three.

its amazing how time flies.

i just want to go over and start our relationship over as how close we are now.

well, the other night i was missing kenzie so much, and i was just so glad that i knew her and that we were bfffe's. it made me cry.. i love her that much and i almost never cry.. im not that emotional.. it kinda sucks but oh well.

anyways. if kenzie was a man, i'd sooo want to marry her, even if my wedding ring was a ring pop. ahah wow, i'd be really tempted to eat it.

haha, thats how mine and kenzies conversations are most of the time, its great. we have thee dumbest conversations you will ever hear, but i love em, even if we disagree or get upset. they're freaking awesome cause they are with her. oh and just so you know, kenzie and me would NEVER. and i mean like totally absolutely not one single chance ever. not ever gunna happen not even in our dreams be like lesbians. ewww. someone asked me that so im just clearing it now.

its totally sisterly love. shes like my sister i never had. or the sister i have with different parents. or my twin. or my other half.

well, i would die for her. well no offense to her but i would die for like anyone. even a stranger. i'd say take me instead. they should live longer. well thats what i think i would do but if i ever had the chance to prove it i might just take a different answer. but maybe not cause that makes me sound like i say i believe in the gospel but if someone says they will kill me if i say i do then i dont say it its like that kinda. so im going to have to think about that.

oh yeah! kenzie.

i miss her so freaking much. we tell eachother everything and if we dont tell eachother everything, we sure do try to.

omg i have a bed time and it sucks cause its now and i wanna keep writing about kenzie. maybe i can for longer. i love giving kenzie makeovers. so dang fun. and we love to do everything together and we always ask eachother for truthful advice. 

its soo easy to talk to kenzie, its like shes my conscious. she tells me whats what and what the heck im supposed to do (:

some of the times her ideas are even good too. well yeah.. some have sucked but thats okay its worth it.

kenzies favorite song is pocketful of sunshine so whenever that song is on, think of kenzie.

last summer mine and kenzies song was umbrella but now i dont know what it is.

omg me and kenzie need to talk about that.

im going to write it down.

okay i cant forget now.

omg when i get my phone im going to like text kenzie and be like hi this is... um... who should i say?

whats a random name.

omg i'll do a guy and she'll freak out.

uum hi this is william.

haha okay that should work.

then i'll be like yeah im totally in love with you and your better than chocolate.

(:

im going to have fun with that

kenzie is so freaking beautiful. shes my gorgeous bestie. duhhh. i get offended if people dont think shes pretty, interesting huh? im like what the heck shes freaking stunning. look at her!! she has very pretty brown hair and thee sparkliest hazel eyes ever. they just say "jocelyn i love youuuu" in them.

oh and i even have thee coolest scar from kenzies friendship.

once upon a time ago me and kenzie both decided taht i'd carry her and i was going down these stairs at church and i thought i was at the bottom but i wasn't and i tripped.. and i landed on my foot and kenzie landed on my foot and it kinda broke and i got surgery but you knew that story (:

but hey i have a cool scar from the one i love.

oh my gosh!

i wish i could clone kenzie but she was male and was like a way hottt guy and was taller than me and i'd wanna marry "ken" heheh.

and i say that shes gotta be a way hott guy cause shes a way hottt girl but some of her wouldn't look too good being a guy (: heheh it makes sense.

well im overdue on my bedtime by twenty minutes. i better go before i have to sit in the timeout chair tomorrow (: haha just kidding but i should go to bed.

and when kenzie does read this.

i love you babe!

forever and eternity♥

toast

well hello (:

my life is very eventful, did you know that? well i did.

kenzie came home from girls camp on saturday, then she came over to my house and we got ready for the stake dance together! it was very fun.

i looked pretty omg so did kenzie.

i was wearing my white prom dress and a home made necklace. i did my hair curly too.. i felt a little over the top, but hey, at least i had fun right?

on our way there, we picked up rory and chase, when we got there, like no one was there, luckily people started showing up (:

i loved seeing people that i haven't seen for a while. its great.

lets see.. i dont want to go into details here, so im just going to say i had a "very great" time hehe.

i danced with five guys maybe.. i dont remember.

kenzie made me dance with her friend from second grade named kade. wait. she made me dance with him four times... but it was okay.

then i danced with aaron and nich and kameron and rory (: yupp. thats all i remember.

oh and i saw a very very very cute kid there (: i talked to him a little bit too. but that was it, he was having a little bit on an eventful night too.

well thats pretty much the stake dance. im going to put some pictures of what me and kenzie looked like (:

wanna know one of the very very cool things?

yeah. the necklace im wearing. i made it (:

i bought the pearly thing at wally world and then i had a plain silver necklace and i twisted  a multiclored pearl necklace around it and walla! pretty necklace (:

yeah so im retarded and weird for anonymous reasons in my head. but hey, ive called myself retarded and weird before (:

alright so that was saturday.

then sunday. wow i woke up extremely tired, but i got up and got ready for church anyways.

church was regular. we learned stuff. yeah. oh i did get a giant marshmallow. and for the last hour we were combined with the ym cause it was the 5th sunday.

well i came home.. and i did stuff.. yeah. we had a fireside at seven oclock. except theres a twist.

kaitlyn, ashley, megan, kennedy and i, well we had to sing the musical number. we sang teach me to walk in the light, it was an easy picked song, but when i was singing i could really hear myself over everyone.. yeah that seems normal cause its me but i asked kaitlyn and she said i was loud. so i was like great... but i guess i did good. i was kinda nervous.. i dont usually like sing in front of people that often.

well the talker guy named someone. i dont remember. he talked about the power of choosing.. then president topham (is that how you spell it?) said a poem and something else.. then we sang the closing song.

and then theres another twist.

i had to say the closing prayer. i did alright i guess. its just praying. (:

ooh and something cool is the very very very cute kid that i saw at the dance was there too.

that was a bonus. afterwards we got milk and doughnuts. i bugged kaitlyn cause during school everyday i would drink milk and ask her if i had a milk mustache and it was just silly. and i did that again. and i almost choked on milk one or maybe two times. yeah, then i had three bites maybe of my doughnut.. then i was like ew. so i threw it away.

i was wayy happy and hyper afterwards too, and i called myself a loserrr and retarded, good thing its true (:

then we were just sitting on a chair and then we went outside and someone tickled me and i kinda screamed just a little loud.. oh well (:

that was pretty much sunday.

then today i went to piano, i did pretty good, thats always good.

after i went to the bank and made a deposit into my savings account. and then, i went and got a snow cone from the snow cone shack by harmons (: it was sooo good. but ti was cold..

i got barbie doll mixed with blue coconut i think.

anyways i got a job application and filled it out so im like woo hoo (: 

ive always wanted to work at a snow cone shack, im weird i know.

haha now im weird and retarded and a loser. and im a dork too (:

you must love to know me. haha just kidding.

oh, i have these to pin/button things. one says loser one says dork. yeah, they are pretty cool. i have them on my bulletin board.

well, not like this isn't fun, but i kinda am sick of typing and i ran out of events to type.

so yeah, stuck with what i told ya.

(: bye.