Friday, October 17, 2008

falling away by amber pacific

my title for this blog isn't anything special. it just happens to be the current song i got to listen to.
and already its a different song.
so yeah.
well... because im so good at doing blogs, this hasn't been updated in ages.
so lots have happened since my last post. heck. i dont even remember what i wrote in the last one /:
something pretty exciting though. is that today me and lindsay ate a grilled cheese sandwich. and that happens to be the name of the last post i did.
i'll just say random stuff to fill ya in i guess.
im still in color guard. i find it amusing and fun so its chill. its every mornin and it gets pretty freakin cold. so i borrowed brian angell's swim team jacket. and those jackets, are warm.
we get hot chocolate in color guard so i found out that carmel flavored is my favorite.
me and rory are pretty much way tight again.
i went to his house randomly like last week.. and ever since then we've just chilled and stuff..
but his brothers were OVERJOYED to see me. holy cow. then they were both like, "are you coming back?" it was cute. they said it like they were really worried haha. davis and kobe are characters.. like i asked kobe for some of his halloween candy. and he shared. chyeah. amazing. i mean.. he's like.. i dunno how old but he's a guy and he shared his candy with me.
haha and he 'secretly' wants to go out with me. haha. 
rory has a goat named bambi. i fed her some leaves. ti was freaky but it was fun. except i wanted her name to be tina so im going to call her that anyways.
but me and rory went on a walk and just like chilled and talked. it was fun. i wanna do it again sometime soon but i've been so freaking busy.
here's why.
so on november tenth through the thirteenth were basketball tryouts.. yeah.
i tried out.
and i pretty much made it.
so basketball takes most of my time now.
but when i do have time i try to relax mostly.
like im behind on my sleep by quite a couple of hours.. haha.. i always feel sick cause of it.
and its so freakin hard to get out of  bed in the morning cause its so comfortable.
but i do it. /:
im gettin to pretty sick shoes for basketball though. nike hyperdunks.
if nich reads this. notice i said NIKE. not jordans. okay? jordan didn't have any cute ones i liked. so yeah. :P
my top songs changed. wanna hear em?
probably not but you don thave a choice. and if you really dont wanna know them then just stop reading or skip this part. jeez.
when i'm with you by faber drive
hero heroine by boys like girls
heels over head by boys like girls
beautiful love by the afters
stolen by dashboard confession
getting into you by relient k
the face of love by sanctus real
closer to you by young love
everything about you by sanctus real
empty by the click five
stuck on you by paramore
wake up call by relient k
you're not alone by saosin
song in my head by sherwood
replaceable by the killers
things like you by sanctus real
i'm not alright by sanctus real
energy by keri hilson
right now by akon
cross my heart by the rocket summer
not meant to be by theory of a deadman
cry by rihanna
and ofcourse
out of my league by stephen speaks.
out of my league is my favorite song everr so duh its in that list. i love being able to play it on the piano.
its awesome.
piano's been goign good actually.
i can play pretty hard stuff. well it looks and sounds hard but its easy. but yeah.
i love playing piano and im so glad my parents wouldn't let me quit cause now i just love it and i wish i had more time to practice it but freakin basketball takes most of my time.
like this week its freaking HECTIC.
aaaaah!
eeh.
today in physical education i was freakin pissed. like wayyyyyy. to the max.
on the plus side, i was reallly really good at volleyball. 
i put all of my anger on the ball.
im going to try it at basketball and see what happens. it might be interesting though haha.
i'll see.
dont ask me why im mad cause im a chick. do you really think i've got a simple easy answer?
haha. but i dunno.
lately i've felt so weird.
i get freezinger than usual. and way hotter than usual. and i dont know what the heck is goin on. i dont care about some things i didn't before.. its hard to explain. i feel sooo different all of a sudden. i hope for the better.. cause right now i cant tell.
kenzies favorite book is the thesaurus.
oh. i went up to her house and i went to her school for the beginning of it so kenzie could take a quiz.
and yeah. i met some of her friends and it was freakin fun.
i loved it.
i did a new photoshoot up there too. it was pretty cold but it was way fun.
oh jeez. i love kenzie. like..
yeah.
thats all i gotta say okay?
i love music. too.
cause its amazing and yeah.
im not in an explaining mood.
i think im going to like print off my stories that i've written and then keep writing them cause i need to start doing that.. haha.
uum.
my first basketball game is on tuesday in carbon.
im going up monday night and yeah.
its exciting.
this year i've gained like ten pounds in muscle.. weird huh?
thats what i though too..
me and my mom are pretty freakin tight.
dude. since im so busy this week i dunno if i can go get my permit /:
it SUCKS.
so im goign to try to go next weekend.
cause i really really really want to have my permit. so i can drive my mom to places instead of her always drivin me everywhere haha.
oh.
my birthday is tomorrow.
bleh.
whatever.
im more excited for friday.
cause i get my braces off.
so its freaking exciting.
so yeah.
jeez. i cant wait for basketball practice. i really need to just get rid of all my energy cause i have wayyy too much of it right now.
i still love makign skins.
i wish i had mor etime to do them.
and i love working too. so i can buy my own things and not totally rely on my parents for everything.
which reminds me i need ta get paid.
and i've gotta get ready for basketball so i shall go.
maybe i'll do anothe rpost later cause i didn't say everythin.
but whatever. i dont think it matters.
my life is just going by.
fast enough.
but sometimes i wish it would fast forward..

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

grilled cheese sandwich

well... i decided to name this post grilled cheese sandwich because one of my best friends, lindsay bayles, was eating one for lunch the other day. i know. its so exciting (:
today, kevin graf made my day.
here's the story.
some random girl added me on bebo.
so i was lookin at her profile.. and i found out she goes to our school.. doesn't hav elots of friends on bebo yet.. Oh! kevin's on her friends list. cool.. 
then i scrolled down to the comments on her profile.
haha kevin left one that said
"and im three years older than you
and im totally out of your league :P"
and i looked at kevins profile.
she commented
"your hott
lol. :)"
something like that.
and i found that funny, so kevin made my day.
yesterday, i dont know who made my day. i forgot.
but the day before that, aaron hall did!
he's a sweetheart. he told a girl named amanda a lil bit.. she told me.. made my day.
today i was writing in a secret notebook and something clicked inside of my head.
but right now my favorite songs consist of:
closer to you by young love
everything about you by sanctus real
the face of love by sanctus real
i'm yours by jason mraz
let me take you there by plain white t's
miles apart by yellowcard
love remains the same by gavin rossdale
vulnerable by secondhand serenade
with me by sum 41
won't let you fall by fergie
you and me by lifehouse
amazed by lonestar
the best thing by relient k
blind by lifehouse
calling you by blue october
everything by michael buble
gone so young by amber pacific
hanging by a moment by lifehouse
happy birthday by the click five
must have done something right by relient k
only one by yellowcard
out of my league by stephen speaks
speechless by the veronicas
stranger by secondhand serenade
suppose by secondhand serenade
you and me by plain white t's
you found me by kelly clarkson
your call by secondhand serenade
in the ayer by flo rida ft. will.i.am
i dont want to miss a thing by aerosmith
hmm.. thats a list.. huh?
well there's others.
yupp. kevin made my day some more. he's a good friend. good listener. good to talk to. he always makes me feel better in situations that im all pessimist about. he's pretty much an inspiration (:
so last weekend. it was good ya know. house party. hangin out. kenzie was here. stupid parade. uuum.. shopping. food. yeah. it was a busy weekend but it was the most fun i've had on a weekend for a while.
i'd like to tell some people that i love them. so to everyone that is listed, i love you greatly.
kenzie larsen, kaitywaity clove, suzannah hansler, lindsay bayles, sean wood, aaron hall, kevin graf, mommy jones, chris jones, jena jones, aniston jones, jenna flamingpig, my date brian, the lil devil ali, joshua russel bulloch, art cowels, chanelle brewer, jared stout, dannie lindhardt, monica olds, nich contrys, darian sharp. 
hmm.. those are in no order. so dont fret. and if your name is not listed above, dont fret again cause i love you.
so yesterday indi got his haircut by my mom.
after she was mostly done she asked me to help. i almost cried. it was sad. he would move and the clippers would get him a bit so it was just sad. and he was crying. ):
so today i found out im a weakling and i can only bench like seventy. haha. oh well.
i paid my tithing. thats good.
i've been eating a lot of waffles lately. i love breakfast foods.
i love making skins. its wayyyyy fun. i just wish i could design a program to work exactly how i want it to and then i'd be super happy. maybe i can get some person to find me the program and then i would jsut have to make it how i want it and then i could make lots and lots more skins. if i had the time.. which sometimes i dont cause i write dumb blogs because i have friends that tell me to update. haha i still love you kaitywaity.
so i bet my buddie joey rainey. i was trying to get him to not swear.. lets just say.. he swore and i got twenty bucks. too bad he didn't stop swearin..
im on my school's color guard team. its pretty color guardish.
we've marched and learned part of one of our routines. our flags are pretty tight. our poles are gold. but your fingers get cold. so i'll be cold doing color guard. but i promise its better than the dang cymbol.
blue berry bumblebee pelvic thrusters.
thats an inside joke with two people. usually i let you inside of my inside jokes.
but this one, its wayyyyyy inside. like deep deep deep down inside. of what? i dont know.
i wrote a story today and it was a sad one but it was wayyyyy good of a story. i wont tell you what its about cause one day i might just make it a novel and i'll be famous for it. you never know.
this is a dang long post, just thank kaitywaity for it.
she told me to update. so i was so kind enough to actually do it.
when i could have been doing better more important stuff.
and i really feel like eating food right now.
food is so good.
so is drinks.
this one time like last week or something. i was craving a grape soda way bad. but i never got one.
dangit.
i think i have an addition to my favorites candies.
they're nerds things that are bumpy and crunchy on the outside and gummy and yummy on the inside.
but they taste good. the green ones are the best.
so those are my new favorites along with swedish fish and sour patch watermelon.
did you know that my favorite flavor of sprees is the red kind?
and i like neccos they're magically delicious. just kidding thats lucky charms.
well bye.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

whoop dee doo.

well i haven't left a post in a freaking long time, but thats okay, right?
i mean since this is pretty much just like a diary out loud, i wrote my personal crap in the personal diary. makes sense though, i mean you dont need to know every little thing and detail about my life. heck sometimes i dont even know it all. (:
i really really like eating english muffins, they are good. especially the wonderbread kind.
thats like all i've eaten today.. and well.. candy but yeah.
peanutbutter m&m's are pretty good.. and the bag still isn't gone.. so ya know.. i'll be eating em till they're gone.
and swedish fish, ya gotta love those things.
kenzie came home, she came with me to get my cell phone (: its an lg venus in pink (: so i did get a phone that i wanted. heres me with my phone (: (:

it is a very pretty phone.
it has a touch screen and i have thee dumbest ringtones ever (: but they're funny (:
i did get my phone a day late because the day i was supposed to get it i was helping kenzie pack up her room..
kenzie and i hung out a lot.. some of the time we had guys come over.. other times we just chilled together..
on august third, i got my young women recognition award and i got a pretty silver necklace.
and then after church i went and got my patriarchal blessing. and that was one of thee amazingest experiences of my life.
completely awesome. i just loved every minute of it.
kenzie slept over at my house most of the time that she was here.. there were like three or four nights that she didn't but most of the time, she was here (: with me (:
we called our sleep overs cuddle overs because we cuddle a lot (: we aren't lesbian or anything, we just cuddle and stuff.
on tuesday the fifth i got two cavaties fixed.. and me and kenzie went shopping! it was DANG fun. (: i love shopping with her.. she picked out some cute stuff for me. then we got jewelry and we were gunna get perfume but we ended up not.. and then later in the week we both got seven new kinds each so that was sweet. and for free too. (:
on wednesday i went and got my schedule.
which is:
A Day:
1 Intermediate Algebra// Hospodarsky
2 Earth Systems // Bundy
3 Spanish One // Sweeten
4 Physical Skills // Weir(d)

B Day:
5 Language Arts 9 Honors // Reeves
6 Percussion // Schmidt ( the high school teacher is Winslow!!)
7 Body Toning // Roberts
8 Seminary // Jones

Home Room // Reeves

im glad im a year ahead in math, everyone says hospodarsky is a sucky teacher and no one likes her.. but we'll see, wont we? and im glad i have bundy. i'll get to bug him and stuff. muwahaha. he'll just love having me.
spanish im not to excited for.. i only know not a lot. hola. como estas. muy bien. uno. dos. tres. quatro. sinco. i dont know how to spell the next one. or the next. espanol.
that is pretty much all i know. but it will help my future out.
p.e. i loved bugging mister weird. i loved having it so that will be fun cause i still got mandi in it with me.. plus kaitlyn (: so we will just bug him a lot. but we will try to be more into it.. and yeah. im going to try to get strong and do good on the mile cause i gotta be a fast runner for tennis and i haven't ran in a long time thanks to my foot. i didn't know i was going to be in honors language arts, so i was like wow. and im sad i dont have mister borup, so i will maybe just bug him in the mornings or something (: haha sucker mister borup.
percussion. i wasn't to excited about that either but its good cause yeah, i got friends in there and its fun crap that we do. i just need to get my percussion kit fixed cause its busted at the moment.
body toning. yesss. im going to tone up my body, get some muscles, lose some flab. sweet.
seminary will be freaking sweet. im so excited for that.
okay.. so then on thursday uuum.. we hung out with the guys. it was fun. i dont remember what we did but it was fun.
friday. we hung out with cabell and drake.. we went riding and then we went swimming and then we got ready again and then we went to cafe rio. it was fun. then we just chilled until rory's party.
at the party we ate food and watched a movie.
and i was in a really bad mood on friday for some reason.. weird huh? well its part of being a girl i guess.. moodiness. then on saturday kenzie spent the day pretty much with her daddy.
and i read a book and helped get ready for aniston's party.
then for the beginning of the party i just read.. then my uncle talked to me and my cousin about how teenagers never talk but they can. then me and matthew talked for the rest of the party. and then we watched the ring.
dude that movie was freaking scary, i jumped and it was awesome (: i love movies like that even though they scare me cause i can just say, this isn't real because yeah i know its not. so yeah. but they are interesting and i love em. kenzie went to the fair without me ): i didn't get to throw up on her... DANGIT. i've used more than half of my texts.. and i figured out that it counts the ones that people send you too.. so that really sucks cause yeah. thats like more than what i've sent and so it adds up really fast. shoot. i didn't go to our stake dance.. but oh well..
today i woke up feeling sick so i didn't go to church, and i was just so kind and i gave up my bed for two days for chris and jenalyn to stay in..
i slept in and then i read my book and finished it.. it wasn't too eventful but im glad i did cause yeah.. im trying to finish some books before i read breaking dawn, which i have sitting next to me on my desk.. it will just be sitting there until i read two more books.. or one.. but then after i read that im going to i think read drums girls and dangerous pie by jordan sonnenblick.. it used to be my favorite book one time back in the say, so im going to read it and see why i liked it so much cause i dont really remember it.. then i am going to read a series called maximum ride after i read a different book that i requested at the library.
well yeah.. i hope you know i like to read.
i love my fam damily. school starts on tuesday.
im excited but im not.
well.. i like a kid right now.. his name's joshua russel bulloch.
hes pretty awesome. we like the same music like he even likes country as much as i do and just its all similar and thats crazy cause usually my taste in music is so different to everyone elses, we're both pretty much the same amount of seriousness.(that made sense to me if it didn't to you) he's scared of deep deep water. he plays the violin, and he used to play the piano but he quit, he regrets it now though. he wants to be a financial advisor when he grows up, its interesting and unique. he's the youngest kid in his family. he has a strong passion for football and is pretty dang good at it. he has a cool polo shirt thats yellow and blue, he decided to wear it when me and kenzie were trying to pick what he should wear. when he was little he was a "delightful child". that has a meaning to it.. when my sister was a lil tot, she was always getting into things and making messes and getting into trouble and this lady was like, oh she's a delightful child. so delightful just has a different meaning to our family pretty much. well when he was little, like two or something, he climbed up on top of his fridge to eat a banana, and he was just chillin on the top of it with his feet dangling off the top and his mom walks in. silly huh? (: that story made me just laugh. he used to be in cross country and lil league baseball when he was littler. he still runs though. he likes breakfast like as much as i do. if i look back and read our conversations or remember them, or just remember times when i've been with him, they make me giggle, and i get so happy thinking about em, and i just get a dorky smile on my face. but yeah. thats why im not going to say any more. but josh is an amazing guy and he's fun to be around.

guess who that is? yeah (: you probably guessed it (:
this one time, i was talkin to josh on the phone and i found a scorpion on the wall. ooooh that freaked me out. then i caught it and named it freddie bo beddie. aka. fred.
i love laughing, did you know that? and some people, yeah they think that im quiet, but i dont know about that, i mean sometimes i am but somes im freaking loud. like on yesterday i couldn't shut up at one point, i was kindof talking to myself and at kenzie at the same time and i said "i'm pathetic jocelyn" it was great.
well tonight i get my bed back. YES. i love my bed its so good and soft and good to sleep in and comfy.
this one time i was so warm and comfy, that i didn't want to get out of bed, so i didn't for a long time. but then i did cause ya know, i dont think i will be spending a whole day in bed cause yeah.
im going to join the tennis team next year. i was going to this year but i couldn't run and i didn't know when tryouts were so im going to join next year or something which is exciting for me.
i usually dont like peanut butter but i kinda like peanutbutter m&m's. did i already say that?
i think so. well. they aren't the best cause theres swedish fish and sour patch watermelon and other stuff (:
well, when kenzie came over last night to get her crap and give me mine, we gave eachother like a five minute hug.. then i started crying. and i said im gunna miss you kenzie.
and yeah. dude. shes one of my weaknesses. i mean, she makes me CRY. and i dont cry that often.
im learning to play one of my favorite songs on the piano:: out of my league by stephen speaks.
its pretty hard but im learning it. so good for me.
i love kenzie. i hope you know that cause shes like my babe of babes and shes so her and shes my bfffe and she gets my clothes sometimes and shes so fun to swim with and shes good at cuddling too, i would know. (; haha and watching chickflicks with her is like dang fun.
on the last day she was here, we took pichers together.. on my phone.. but i have two of em on here, so i'll put em on here (:


dont you just love her? if you dont then your a freakin fotbot. she makes me so happy and shes just amazing for my best friend. so you cant have her as your best friend because i claim all parts of it. 
i did get my toes done while kenzie was gone.
they are cute.
wanna see?
well if you dont, good luck with that.

you cant really see the design but its dang flipping cute.
oh i got new jeans and they are pretty on me. i think im going to take kenzies job. hopefully i can cause i want the money cause i wanna buy skinny jeans and new clothes, cause you can never have too many shoes. and clothes.
and then i can buy kenzie an awesome present and other people presents and yeah.
i wish i wish upon a star i drew on my mouse pad that i can get _________ ____ ________ cause i might just need em, ya know? haha you dont know cause i didn't say.

look how pretty kenzie did my hair! it took forever but its pretty. (: we watched a how to video on how to do that but she did it with her own spunk in it.
haha goochie is the word right now. "oh my gosh i got this goochie bag and its sooo cute." haha kenzie will get that cause its an inside joke! (: "look at my goochie glasses, are they just so pretty?" kenzie, im thinking of getting my toes redone. and then she will say, "that could be pretty" but she'll only say that if we are having a sleepover (:
i like sayind i know! hehe i guess i say it weird. me and kenzie are good at picking out cute oranges.

thats after i got my hair done. look different?
just a trim and highlights and i love my bangs how they are now. well they are practically the same except shorter and different somehow.
wanna hear a quote that kenzie gave me on a piece of wood?
course you do (:
we may not have it all together but, together we have it all.
then theres another one but i dont remember it quite all the way because it is long but its our promise to eachother that we will stay best friends for like.. eternity.
one of my favorite shirts got something on it and is ruined i think ): it was so saddening. so i wanna go get another of of that shirt cause it was like pretty. and it was white and i just loved it a lot. 
i dont know how bleach works.
i like finding peoples true laughs. frankly, they are funny.

Friday, July 25, 2008

ive been tagged. thanks to nicole (:

What I was doing 10 Years ago:
hmm.. lemme ask my momma.
i'd be playing with the ropers or mandi or the venutos (:

What are 3 habits of mine?
1. staying up late
2. bitin my nails.
3. looking in the fridge every time im bored to see if anything new pops up

3 Things you might not know about me:
1. i have a pair of dc shoes that i've only worn once ever.
2. apparently i flirt a lot but most of the time i dont ever realize it.
3. i love eating cranberry sauce just plain out of the can


6 TV Shows/Movies that I Love:
1. what not to wear// i wanna put someone on it one day
2. next. its so weird but its like interesting
3. music and lyrics// its just soo cute
4. rugrats. when i was little i was so obsessed with this show i had nightmares about it
5. sleeping beauty// she is my favorite princess. and i like cinderella and the swan princess too though.
6. the x effect.. its so corny its funny.


4 Books that I Love:
1. twilight series
2. the face on the milk carton
3. the truth about forever (fantastic book)
4. uglies series


5 of my Favorite Foods:
1. cereal
2. french toast
3. margaritas (hey, they come with a strawberry and i eat them more than i eat my food at olive garden...)
4. cantelope
5. ramen


5 Best Friends:
1. mckenzie elise larsen
2. kaitlyn clove
3. kyle cabell
4. rory welker/brown
5. sean michael wood


7 favorite songs/bands/artists:
1. out of my league by stephen speaks
2. invisible by taylor swift
3. amazed by lonestar
4. taylor swift
5. brad paisley
6. tim mcgraw
7. plain white t's
those are in an order.. i can never order out music. theres so many freaking good stuff.

Your Favorite Place To be:
in a nice warm bed sleeping (:

mmkay. i was tagged. now imma tag people
and you gotta do it if you read thissss.
mmkay.
tagged people:
• kaitywaity
• kenzie
• sean